A
THANE
OF
WESSEX
Being a Story of the Great Viking Raids into Somerset
By
CHARLES W. WHISTLER
Illustrated by W. H. Margettson
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CHAPTER I. OUTLAWED!
The whole of
my story seems to me to begin on the day when I stood, closely guarded, before
my judges, in the great circle of the people at the Folk Moot of the men of
Somerset gathered on the ancient hill of Brent. All my life before that seems
to have been as nothing, so quiet and uneventful it was compared to what came
after. I had grown from boyhood to manhood in my father's great hall, on the
little hill of Cannington that looks out over the mouth of the river Parret to
the blue hills beyond. And there, when I was but two-and-twenty and long
motherless, I succeeded him as thane, and tried to govern my people as well and
wisely as he, that I too might die loved and honoured as he died. And that life
lasted but three years.
Maybe, being
young and headstrong, I spoke at times, when the feasting was over and the ale
cup went round, too boldly of the things that were beyond me, and dared, in my
want of experience, to criticize the ways of the king and his ordering of
matters — thinking at the same time no thought of disloyalty; for had anyone
disparaged the king to myself my sword would have been out to chastise the
speaker in a moment. But, as it ever is, what seems wrong in another may be
passed over in oneself.
However that
may be, it came to pass that Matelgar, the thane of Stert, a rich and envious
man, saw his way through this conceit of mine to his own profit. For Egbert,
the wise king, was but a few years dead, and it was likely enough that some of
the houses of the old seven kings might dare to make headway against Ethelwulf
his successor, and for a time the words of men were watched, lest an
insurrection might be made unawares. I thought nothing of this, nor indeed
dreamt that such a thing might be, nor did one ever warn me.
My father and
this Matelgar were never close friends, the open nature of the one fitting ill
with the close and grasping ways of the other. Yet, when Matelgar spoke me fair
at the rere-feast of my father's funeral, and thereafter would often ride over
and sup with me, I was proud to think, in my foolishness, that I had won the
friendship that my father could not win, and so set myself even above him from
whom I had learnt all I knew of wisdom.
And that
conceit of mine was my downfall. For Matelgar, as I was soon to find out,
encouraged my foolishness, and, moreover, brought in friends and bought men of
his, who, by flattering me, soon made themselves my boon companions, treasuring
up every word that might tell against me when things were ripe.
Then at last,
one day as I feasted after hunting the red deer on the Quantocks, my steward
came into my hall announcing messengers from the king. They followed close on
his heels, and I, who had seen nothing of courts, wondered that so many armed
men should be needed in a peaceful hall, and yet watched them as one watches a
gay show, till some fifty men of the king's household lined my hall and fifty
more blocked the doorway. My people watched too, and I saw a smile cross from
one of Matelgar's men to another, but thought no guile.
Then one came
forward and arrested me in the king's name as a traitor, and I drew my sword on
him, telling him he lied in giving me that name, calling too on my men to aid
me. But they were overmatched, and dared not resist, for the swords of the
king's men were out, and, moreover, I saw that Matelgar's men were weaponless.
He himself was not with me, and still I had no thought of treachery.
So the end
was that I was pinioned from behind and bound, and taken away that night to
where I knew not. Only, wherever it was, I was kept in darkness and chains,
maddened by the injustice of the thing and my own helplessness, till I lost
count of days, and at last hope itself. And all that time the real reason for my
arrest, and for the accusation that caused it, never entered my mind, and least
of all did I suspect that Matelgar, my friend, was at the bottom of it. Indeed,
I hoped at first that, hearing of my trouble, he would interfere and procure my
release, till, as I say, hope was gone.
It was March
when I was taken to prison. It was into broad May sunshine and greenness that I
was brought out by my surly jailers at last, set, half blind with the darkness
of the prison, on a good horse, and so, with my hands bound behind me, led off
in the midst of a strong guard to the place of my trial.
Then, as mind
and feeling came back to me with the fresh air and springtime warmth, I knew
the place we were leaving: It was the castle of a friend of Matelgar — and that
seemed strange to me, for I had been ??? hardly ????? treated, seeing none save
the men who fed me and saw that my chains were kept secure. Then I looked in
the faces of my guards, but all were unknown to me. As I had not before been to
that castle as a guest, I was not surprised, and I said nothing to them, for I
had found the uselessness of question and entreaty when I spoke at the first to
the jailers.
So, silently,
we rode on, and the world looked very fair to me after the long grayness of the
prison walls.
One who knows
the west country, hunting through it as I have hunted, grows to love and
recognize the changing shapes of every hill and coombe and spur of climbing
forest on their sides, and so, before long, I knew we were making for the great
hill of Brent, but why I could not tell. Then we crossed Parret river, and I
watched a salmon leap as we did so; and then on over the level marshes till I
could see that the wide circle on Brent top was black with swarming people.
Often enough, as the cloud shadows passed from them, arms and bright armour
sparkled in the sunlight among the crowd; and then I could have wept, having no
arms or harness left me, for often when aforetime I rode free I would take a
childish pleasure in seeing the churls blink and shade their eyes as I flashed
on them, and would wonder, too, if my weapons shone as my father's shone as we
rode side by side on some sunny upland.
Then, when we
came under the hill of Brent, the hum of voices came down to us, for the day
was still, and my guards straightened themselves in the saddle and set their
ranks more orderly. But I, clad as I was in the rags of the finery I had worn
at the feast whence I was taken, shrank within myself, ashamed to meet the
gazes that must be turned on me presently, for I saw that we were going on up
the steep ascent to mix with the crowd on the summit of the great knoll.
Now, by this
time the long ride had brought back my senses to me, and I began to take more
thought for myself and what might be meant by this journey. At first I had been
so stunned and dazed by the release — as my removal from the dungeon seemed to
me — that I had been content to feel the light and air play about me once more;
but that strangeness had worn off now, and the consciousness of being yet a
prisoner took hold of me.
My guards had
ridden silent, either in obedience to command, or because a Saxon is not often
given to talk when under some responsibility, so that I had learnt nothing from
them thus far. But as we turned our horses' heads up the steep, a longing at
last came over me to speak, and I turned to a gray-bearded man who had ridden
silently at my right hand all the morning and asked him plainly whither he was
taking me, and for answer he pointed up the hill, saying nothing.
Then I asked
him why I must be taken there, and, grimly enough, he replied in two words,
“For trial”, and so I knew that the Great Moot1
was summoned, and that presently I should know the whole meaning of this
thing that had befallen me. Then my spirits began to rise, for, being conscious
of no wrongdoing, I looked forward to speedy release with full proof of
innocence.
Then I began
to look about me and to note the crowds of people whom the Moot had gathered.
So many and various were these that I and my guards passed with little notice
among those who toiled up the hill with us, the crowd growing thicker as we
neared the edge of the first great square platform on the hilltop. And when we
reached this, my guards reined up to breathe their horses, for Brent has from
this first platform a yet steeper rise to the ancient circle on the very
summit.
Men say that
both platform and circle are the work of the Welsh, whom our Saxon forefathers
drove out and enslaved, but however this may be, they were no idle workmen who
raised the great earthworks that are there.
All the many
acres of that great platform were covered with wagons and carts, and everywhere
were set booths and tents, and in them men and women were eating and drinking,
having come from far. There were, too, shows of every kind to beguile the hours
of waiting or to tempt the curious, for many of the people, thralls and unfree
men, had taken holiday with their masters, and had come to see the Moot, though
they had no part in the business thereof.
So there were
many gaily-dressed tumblers and dancers, jugglers and gleemen, each with a
crowd round them. But among these crowds were few freemen, so that I judged
that the Moot was set, and that they were gathered on the higher circle that
was yet before us to be climbed.
I had been on
Brent once or twice before, but then it had been deserted, and my eyes had had
time and inclination to look out over the wide view of hill and plain and sea
and distant Welsh mountains beyond that. Now I thought nothing of these things,
but looked up to where it seemed that I must be judged. I could make out one or
two banners pitched and floating idly in the sunshine, and one seemed to have a
golden cross at its stave head; but I could make out none of the devices on
them, and so I looked idly back on the crowd again. And then men brought us
food and ale, and at last, after some gruff talk among themselves, the guards
untied my hands, though they left my feet bound under the saddle girths, and
bade me help myself.
Nor was I
loth to eat heartily, with the freshness of the ride on me, and with the hope
of freedom strong in my heart.
Then we
waited for an hour or more, and the sun began to slope westward, and my guards
seemed to grow impatient. Still the crowds did not thin, and if one group of
performers ceased another set began their antics.
At last a
richly-clad messenger came towards us, the throng making hasty way for him, and
spoke to the leader of our party. Then, following him, we rode to the foot of
the great mound, and there dismounted. And now they bound my hands again, and
if I asked them to forbear I cannot well remember, but I think I did so in
vain. For my mind was in a great tumult as we climbed the hill, wondering and
fearing and hoping all at once, and longing to see who were my judges, and to
have this matter ended once for all.
We passed, I
think, two groups coming down from some judgment given, and of these I know one
contained a guarded and ironed man with a white, set face; and the other was
made up of people who smiled and talked rapidly, leading one who had either
gained a cause or had been acquitted. There were perhaps other people who met
us or whom we passed, but these are the two I remember of them all. Then we
gained the summit and stood there waiting for orders, as it seemed, and I could
look round on all the ring.
And at first
I seemed to be blinded by the brilliance of that assembly, for our Saxon folk
love bright array and fair jewellery on arm and neck. Men sat four and six deep
all round the great circle, leaving only the gap where we should enter; and
right opposite that gap seemed the place of honour, for there were a score or
more of chairs set, each with a thane thereon, and in the midst of them sat
those behind whom the banners were raised. Near us at this end of the circle
were the lesser freemen, and so round each bend of the ring to right and left
in order of rank till those thanes were reached who were highest.
Before those
stood some disputants, as it seemed, and I could not see the faces of the
seated thanes clearly at first. But presently I knew the banners — they were
those of Eanulf the Ealdorman, and of Ealhstan the Bishop. And when I saw the
first I feared, for the great ealdorman was a stern and pitiless man, from all
I had ever heard; but when I knew that banner with the golden cross above it,
my heart was lighter, for all men loved and spoke well of the bishop.
It seemed
long before that trial was over; but at last the men ceased speaking, and the
thanes seemed to take counsel upon it; and then Eanulf pronounced judgment, and
the men sat down in their places in the ring, for it was, as one could tell,
some civil dispute of boundary, or road, or the like which had been toward.
Then there
was a silence for a space, until the ealdorman rose and spoke loudly, for all
the great ring to hear.
“There is one
more case this day that must come before this Moot, and that is one which
brings shame on this land of ours. That one from among the men of Somerset
should speak ill of Ethelwulf the King, and plot against him, is not to be
borne. But that all men may know and fear the doom that shall be to such an
one, he has been brought for trial by the Moot, with full proof of his guilt in
this matter, that Somerset itself, as it were, should pronounce his sentence.”
Now, when the
assembly heard that, a murmur went round, and, as it seemed to me, of surprise
mixed with wrath. And I myself felt the same for the moment — but then the eyes
of all turned in a flash upon me — and I remembered the accusation that had
been brought against me, and I knew that it was I of whom Eanulf spoke. Then
shame fell on me, to give place at once to anger, and I think I should have
spoken hotly, but that at some sign from the ealdorman, my guards laid hold of
me, and led me across the open space and set me before him and the bishop.
But as he
with the others laid hands on me, that gray-bearded man, who had answered me
when I asked my one question, whispered hastily in my ear, “Be silent and keep
cool.”
I would he
were alive now; but that might not be. And I knew not then why he thus spoke,
unless he had known and loved my father.
So I stood before those two judges and looked
them in the face; and then one moved uneasily in his seat to their left, and my
eyes were drawn to him. It was Matelgar, and, as I saw him, I smiled for I
thought him a friend at least; but he looked not at me. Then from him I turned
to seek the face of some other whom I might know. And I saw thanes, friends of
my father, whom I had not cared to seek; and of these some frowned on me, but
some looked pityingly, as I thought, though it was but for a moment that my
eyes might leave the faces of those two judges before me.
Now, were it
not that when I go over what followed my heart still rises up again in a wrath
and mad bitterness that I fain would feel no more, I would tell all of that
trial, if trial one could call it, where there was none to speak for the
accused, and every word was against him.
And in that
trial I myself took little part by word or motion, standing there and listening
as though the words spoken of me concerned another, as indeed, they might well
have done.
But first
Eanulf spoke to me, bending his brows as he did so, and frowning on me.
“Heregar, son
of Herewulf the Thane, you are accused by honourable men of speaking evil of
our Lord the King, Ethelwulf. What answer have you to make to this charge? And,
moreover, you are further charged with conspiring against him — can you answer
to that charge?”
Then I was
about to make loud and angry denial of these accusations, but that old guard of
mine, who yet held my shoulder, gripped it tightly, and I remembered his words,
so that in a flash it came to me that an innocent man need but deny frankly, as
one who has no fear, and I looked Eanulf in the face and answered him.
“Neither of
these charges are true, noble Eanulf; nor know I why they are brought against
me, or by whom. Let them speak — there are those here who will answer for my
loyalty.”
Now, as I
spoke thus quietly, Eanulf's brows relaxed, and I saw, too, that the bishop
looked more kindly on me. Eanulf spoke again.
“Know you not
by whom these charges are brought?”
“Truly, I
know not, Lord Eanulf,” I answered, “for no man may say these things of me,
save he lies.”
“Have you
enemies?” he asked.
“None known
to me,” I told him truthfully, for I had, as my father, lived at peace with
all.
“Then is the
testimony of those against you the heavier,” said the ealdorman.
And with that
he turned to the bishop before I could make reply; and they spoke together for
a while in Latin, which I knew not.
So I looked
to my friend Matelgar for comfort, but he seemed to see me not, looking away
elsewhere. And I thought him plainly troubled for me, for his face was white,
and the hand on which his chin rested was turning the ends of his beard between
his teeth, so that he bit it — as I had seen him do before when in doubt or
perplexity.
As I watched
him, the bishop spoke in Saxon, saying that it would be well to call the
accusers first and hear them, that I might make such reply as was possible to
me.
“For,” said
he, “it seems to me that this Heregar speaks truth in saying that he knows not
his accusers.”
Then Eanulf
bowed gravely, and all the circle was hushed, for a little talk had murmured
round as these two spoke in private.
And now I
will forbear, lest the rage and shame of it should get the mastery of me again,
and I should again think and speak things for which (as once before, at the
bidding of the man I love best on earth) I must do long penance, if that may
avail. For, truly, I forgave once, and I would not recall that forgiveness. Yet
I must tell somewhat.
Eanulf bade
the accusers stand forward and give their evidence; and slowly, and, as it
were, unwillingly, rose Matelgar, my friend, as I had deemed him, and behind
him a score of those friends of his who had kept me company for long days on
moor and in forest, and had feasted in my hall.
Again that
warning grasp on my shoulder, and I thought that surely either I or they had
mistaken the summons, and that my defenders had come forward.
Then, as in a
dream, I listened to words that I will not recall, making good those
accusations. And through all that false witness there seemed to me to run, as
it were, a thread of those foolish, boy-wise words of mine that had, and meant,
no harm, but on which were now built mountains of seeming proof. So that, when
at last all those men had spoken I was dumb, and knew that I had no defence.
For no proof of loyalty had I to give — for proof had never been required of
me. And a man may live a quiet life, and yet conspire most foully.
As my
accusers went back to their seats there ran a murmur among the folk, and then a
silence fell. The level afternoon sun seemed to blaze on me alone, while to me
the air seemed thick and close, and full of whispers.
Ealhstan the
Bishop broke the silence.
“The proof is
weighty, and Matelgar the Thane is an honourable man,” he said, sadly enough;
“but if a man conspires, there needs must be one other, at least, in the plot.
Surely we have heard little of this.”
Then was
added more evidence. And men proved lonely journeys of mine, with evasion of
notice thereof, and disavowal of the same. Yet I thought that Matelgar the
Thane knew of my love for Alswythe, his daughter, whom I would meet, as lovers
will meet, unobserved if they may, in all honour.
Yet, as I
listened, it was of these meetings they spoke, saying only that I had been able
to concord whom I met, and where, though Matelgar must have known it. When that
was finished, Eanulf bade me call men to disprove these things. And I could
not. For my accusers were my close companions, and of Alswythe I would not
speak, and I must fain hold my peace.
Only, after a
silence, I could forbear no longer, and cried:
“Will none
speak for me?”
Then one by
one my father's friends rose and told what they knew of my boyhood and
training; but of these last few years of my manhood they, alas for my own folly
could not speak. What they might they did, and my heart turned to them in
gratitude for a little, though Matelgar's treachery had seemed to make it a
stone within me.
They ended,
and the silence came again. It seemed long, and weighed on me like a thunderstorm
in the air, nor should I have started had the whole assembly broken into one
thunderclap of hatred of me. But instead of that, came the calm voice of
Ealhstan the Bishop:
“Eanulf and
freemen of Somerset, there is one who witnesses for this Heregar more plainly
than all these. That witness is himself, in his youth and inexperience. What
are the wild words a boy will say? Who will plot against a mighty king with a
boy for partner? What weight have his words? What help can come from his
following? It seems to me that Matelgar the Thane and these friends of his
might well have laughed away all these foolishnesses, rather than hoard them up
to bring before this solemn council. This, too, I hold for injustice, that one
should be kept in ward till his trial, unknowing of all that is against him,
unhelped by the counsel of any freeman, and unable to send word to those who
should stand by him at his trial. Indeed, this thing must be righted, I tell
you, before England is a free land.”
At that there
went a sound of assent round the Moot, and it seems to me, looking back, that
that trial of mine, hard as it was to bear, was yet the beginning of good to
all the land, by reason of those words which it taught the bishop to say, and
which found an abiding place in the hearts of the honest men who heard; so that
in these days of Alfred, our wise king, they have borne fruit.
Then Eanulf
signed to my guards, and they led me away and over the brow of the hill, that
the Moot might speak its mind on me. There my guards bade me sit down, and I
did so, resting head on hands, and thinking of nought, as it seemed to me,
until suddenly rose up hate of Matelgar, and of Eanulf, and of all that great
assembly, and of all the world.
There was an
earthquake once when I was but a boy, and never could I forget how it was as
though all things one had deemed solid and secure had suddenly become
treacherous as Severn ooze. And now it was to me as though an earthquake had
shaken my thoughts of men. For, till that day, never had I found cause to
distrust anyone who was friend of mine. Now could I trust none.
Then rose up
in my mind the image of Alswythe, fair, and blue eyed, and brown haired,
smiling at me as she was wont. And I deemed her, too, false, as having tricked
me to meet her that this might come upon me.
Well it was
that they called me back into the ring to hear my doom, for such thoughts as
these will drive a man to madness. Now must I think for myself again, and meet
what must be. Yet I would look at no man as I went towards the place of my
judges, and stood before them with my eyes cast down. For I was beaten, and
cared no more for aught.
Eanulf spoke;
but he had no anger in his voice and it seemed as though he repeated the words
of others.
“Heregar, son
of Herewulf,” he said, “these things have been brought against you by
honourable men, and you cannot disprove them — hardly can you deny them. They
may not be passed over; yet for the sake of your youth, and for the pleading of
Ealhstan, our Bishop, your doom shall be lighter than some think fit. Death it
might be; but that shall not pass now on you, or for this. But Thane you may be
no longer, and we do confirm that sentence. Landless also you must be, as
unworthy to hold it. Outlaw surely must he be who plots against the Head of
law.”
He paused a
moment, and then said:
“This, then,
is your doom. Outlawed you are from this day forward, but wolf's head2 you
shall not be. None in all Wessex shalt harbour you or aid you, but none shall
you harm, save you harm them. Go hence from this place and from this land, to
some land where no man knows you; and so shall you rest again.”
Now, had I
not been blinded with rage and shame, I might have seen that there was mercy in
this sentence, and hope also. For I had seen a man outlawed once, and given a
day's start, like some wild beast, in which to fly from the hand of every man
that would seek his life. But I was to be safe from such harm, and but that I
must go hence, I was not to be hounded forth, nor was my shame to be published
beyond Wessex. So that all the other kingdoms lay open and safe to me.
None of this
I heeded; I only knew that my enemies had got the mastery, and that ruin was
upon me. So I ground my teeth and was mute.
Then they cut
my bonds and I stood free, but cared not. Nor did I stir from my place; and a
look of surprise crossed Eanulf's face. But Ealhstan the Bishop, knowing well,
I think, what was in my mind, rose from his seat, and came to me, laying his
hands on my shoulders. I would have shaken them off; but be kept them there
gently, and spoke to me.
“Heregar, my
son,” he said, and his words were like the cool of a shower after heat, to my
burning brain, “be not cast down in the day of your trouble overmuch. There are
yet things for you to do in this world of ours, and the ways of men are not all
alike. Foolish you have been, Heregar, my son, but the Lord who gave wisdom to
Solomon the youth, will give to you, if you will ask Him. Go your way in peace,
and if you will heed my words, take your trouble to some wise man of God, and
so be led by his counsel. And, Heregar,” and here the bishop's voice was for me
alone, “if you need forgiveness, forgive if there is aught by you to be forgiven.”
Then I knew
that the bishop, at least, believed in my innocence, and my hard heart bent
before him, though my body would not. He laid his hand on my head for one
moment, and so left me.
One of my
father's old friends rose up and said:
“Ealdorman,
he is unarmed. Give him that which will keep him from wanton attack, or from
the wolves, even if it be but a thrall's weapons.”
Eanulf signed
assent.
On that they
gave me a woodman's billhook, and a seax,3 such as the churls wear, and one
thrust a good ash, iron-shod quarterstaff into my hands. Then my guards led me
away from the assembly, and set my face towards the downward path. Once again
the old man spoke to me with words of good counsel.
“Keep up
heart, master. Make for Cornwall, and turn viking with the next Danes who
come.”
I would not
answer him, but walked down the hill a little. Then the bitterness of my heart
overcame me, and I turned, and shaking my staff up at the hill, cursed the Moot
deeply.
So I went — an outlaw.
CHAPTER II.
THE FIGHT WITH TWO.
Now whither I
went for the next two hours I cannot tell, for my mind was heedless of time or
place or direction — only full of burning hate of all men, and of Matelgar most
of all. And though that has long passed away from me, so that I may even think
of him now as the pleasant comrade in field and feast that he once was, I
wonder not at all I then felt; for this treachery had come on me so unawares,
and was so deep.
Wherever it
was I wandered it took me away from men, and at last, when I roused myself to a
knowledge again of the land round me, I was hard on the borders of Sedgemoor
Waste; and the sun was low down, and near setting.
Perhaps I had not roused even then; but it
came into my mind that I was followed, and that for some time past I had heard,
as in a dream, the noise of footsteps not far behind me. Now, since I was in
the glade of a little wood, a snapping stick broke the dream, and I started and
turned.
Where I stood
was in the shadow, but twenty paces from me a red, level sunbeam came past the
tree trunks, and made a bright patch of light on the new growing grass beneath
the half-clad branches. And, even as I turned, into that patch of light came
two of Matelgar's men, walking swiftly, as if here at last they would overtake
me. And, moreover, that sunlight lit on drawn swords in their hands; so that in
a moment I knew that his hate followed me yet, and that for him the Moot had
been too merciful in not slaying me then and there, so that these were on that
errand for him.
Then all
earth and sky grew red before my eyes, for here seemed to me the beginning of
my revenge; and before these two knew that I had turned, out of the dim shadow
I leapt upon them, silent, with that quarterstaff aloft. Dazzled they were with
the sunlight, and thinking least of all of my turning thus swiftly, if at all.
And I was as one of the Berserks of whom men spoke — caring not for death if
only I might slay one of those who had wrought me wrong.
Into the face
of that one to the left flew the iron-shod end of the heavy staff and he fell;
and as the other gave back a pace, I whirled it round to strike his head. He
raised his sword to guard the blow, and that fell in shivers as I smote it.
Then a second blow laid him across his comrade, senseless.
Then I stood
over them and rejoiced; and part of my anger and shame seemed to pass into the
lust of revenge begun well. I knew the men as two of Matelgar's housecarles,
and that made it the sweeter to see them lie thus helpless before me.
I knew not if
they were dead yet, but I would make sure. So I leaned my staff against a tree,
and drew the sharp seax from my belt.
Then came
into my mind the words of my father, who would ever tell me that he is basest
who would slay an unarmed foe, or smite a fallen man; and hastily I put back
the seax again, lest I should be tempted to become base as men had said I was;
for I hold treachery to be of the same nature as that of which my father warned
me.
I took back
my staff and leant on it, thinking, and looking at those men. They were the
first I had ever met in earnest, and this was the first proof of the skill in
arms my father had spent long years in giving me. So there crept over me a
pride that I had met two and overcome them — and I unarmed, as we count it,
against mail-clad men. Then I thought
that Herewulf, my father, would be proud of me could he see this.
And then,
instantly, the shame of what had led to this swallowed all my pride; and with
that thought of my father's loved and honoured name, my hard heart was broken,
and I leant my head against a tree, and wept bitterly.
One of the
men stirred, and I sprang round hurriedly. It was the second man, whose sword I
had broken. He had been but stunned, and now sat up as one barely awake, and
unaware of what had happened. I might not slay him now, but quick as I could I
took off my own broad leather belt and pinioned him from behind. He was yet too
dazed to resist. And then I took his dagger from him, and bound his feet with
his own belt, dragging him away from his comrade, and setting him against a
tree. There he sat, blinking at me, but becoming more himself quickly.
Then I looked
at the other man. He was dead, for the end of the quarterstaff had driven in
his forehead, so madly had I struck at him with all my weight.
And now,
seeing that I was cooler and might think more clearly, it seemed to me that it
would be bitter to Matelgar that out of his wish to destroy me should come help
to myself. I needed arms, and now I had but to take them from his own armoury,
as it were. Well armed were all his housecarles, and this one I had slain was
their captain, and his byrnie4 of linked mail was of the best Sussex steel, and
his helm was crested with a golden boar, with linked mail tippet hanging to
protect the neck. And his sword — but as my eyes fell on that my heart gave a
great leap of joy — for it was my own! Mine, too, was the baldric from which it
hung, and mine was the seax that balanced it, close to the right hand in the
belt.
As I saw that
I began to know more of the plans of Matelgar — for it must be that my hall and
all my goods had fallen into his hands, and this was the reward his head man
had asked and been given. And now I minded that this man had been one of those
who gave evidence of my lonely rides and secret meetings. So he had been bought
thus, for my sword was a good one, and the hilt curiously wrought in ivory and
silver.
Then I made
no more delay, but stripped the man of his armour, and also of the stout
leathern jerkin he wore beneath it, for I was clad in the rags of feasting
garb, as I have said, and hated them even as I threw them aside. The man was of
my own height and build, as it chanced, and his gear fitted me well. So I took
his hide shoes also, casting away my frayed velvet foot coverings into the
underwood. Now once more I stood clad in the arms of a free man and how good it
was to feel again the well known and loved weight of mail, and helm, and sword
tugging at me I cannot say. But this I know, that, like the strong man of old
our old priest told me of, as I shook myself, my strength and manhood came back
to me.
But now,
whereas I had been haled from my feasting a careless boy, and had stood before
my judges as an angry man, as I look back, I see that from that arming I rose
up a grim and desperate warrior with wrongs to right, and the will and strength
to right them.
So I stood
for a little, and the savage thoughts that went through my mind I may not
write. Then I turned to my captive and looked at him, though I thought nothing
concerning him. But what he saw written in my face as it glowered on him from
under the helmet bade him cry aloud to me to spare him.
And at that I
laughed. It was so good to feel that this enemy of mine feared me. At that
laugh — and it sounded not like my own, even to myself — the man writhed, and
besought me again for mercy. But I had no mind to kill him, and a thought
crossed me.
“Matelgar
bade you slay me,” I said, “that I know. Tell me why he has sought my life and
I will spare you.”
“Master,”
said the man hastily, “I knew not whom I was to slay. Matelgar bade me follow
Gurth yonder, and smite whom he smote.”
“It would
have mattered not — you would have slain me as well as any other.”
“Nay,
master,” the man said earnestly, “that would I not.”
“You lie,” I
answered curtly enough; “like master like man. Tell me what I bade you.”
“Truly I lie
not, Heregar,” cried he, “for I love my mistress over well to harm you.”
Now at that
mention of Alswythe the blood rushed into my face, for I had held her false
with the rest, and this seemed to say otherwise, unless the plot had been
hidden from such as this man. But I would fain learn more of that, for the sake
of the hope of a love I had thought true.
“What is your
mistress to me?” I asked. “Ye are all alike.”
I think the
man could see well at what I aimed, for he spoke of the Lady Alswythe more
freely than he would have dared at other times, nor would I have let him name
her lightly.
“Our mistress
has gone sadly since the day you were taken, master; even asking me to tell
her, if I could, where you were kept, thinking me one of those who guarded you,
mayhap. But I knew not till today what had chanced to you. Men may know well
from such tokens what is amiss.”
Hearing that,
my heart lightened within me, for I saw that the man spoke truth. However, I
would not speak more of this to such as he, and I bade him cease his prating,
and answer plainly my first question, laying my hand on my seax as if to draw
it.
“Gurth could
have told you; master,” he cried, “but he is dead. Matelgar held no counsel
with me. I can but tell you what the talk is among the men.”
“Tell it.”
“Because
Matelgar had taken charge, as he said, of your lands while you were away, and
knowing well that in your taking he had had some hand, men say it is to get
possession thereof; and the women say that, while you were near, the Lady
Alswythe would marry no other, so that he had had you removed.”
The first I
had guessed by the token of the sword that I had regained. That last was sweet
to hear.
“Go on,” I
said. “How came Matelgar to have power to hold my lands?”
“There came
one from the king, after you were taken, giving him papers with a great seal
thereon, and these he read aloud in your hall, showing the king's own hand at
the end. So men bowed thereto, and all your men he drove out if they would not
serve him, and few remained. The rest have taken service elsewhere if they were
free.”
So Matelgar
was in possession, and now would be confirmed in the same. What mattered that
to an outlaw? But I could have borne anything better than to think of him
sitting in my place as reward for his treachery. This was evidence of weakness,
however, in his case, that he should have tried to have me slain.
Now I had
learnt all I needed, and more, in the one thing next my heart, than I hoped, if
that were true — for still I could not but doubt the faith of all. Only one
thing more I would ask, and that was if Matelgar bided in his own or my hall.
The man told me that he kept in his own place.
“Now,” said
I, “I had a mind to leave you bound here for the wolves, but you shall take a
message to your master.”
On that the
man swore to do my bidding, or, if I would, to follow me.
“Save your
oaths,” I said. “I have heard a many today, and I hold them as nothing. Take
these cast rags of mine, and bear them back to your master. Give them to him,
and then say to him whatsoever you will — either that you have slain me and
these are the tokens, but that Gurth was by me slain, and you must leave him
and his arms here because of the wolves which you feared; or else you can tell
him the truth, as it has happened, and see what he does to you. I mind how he
hung up a thrall of his by the thumbs once for two days. He will surely take
good care of one of two who were beaten by an unarmed man. But I think the lie
will come easiest to your master's man.”
Thus spoke I
bitterly, and cut the belt which bound the man's arms, thinking all the while
that he would never go back at all if he were wise. But he said he would go
back and tell the lie, and I laughed at him.
It was dusk
now, and though I feared not the man, I would play with him yet a little longer
in my bitterness. So I bade him keep still, and stir not till I gave him leave.
His feet were yet bound, and he would need an edge-tool to loose that binding.
Telling him, then, that I would not run the chance of his falling on me from
behind, I took his dagger and the seax they had given me, and stuck them in the
ground a full hundred yards away, and then bade him, when I was out of sight,
crawl thither as best he might and so loose himself.
The poor
wretch was too glad to be spared to do aught but repeat that he would do my
errand faithfully, and thank me; and, but for the sort of madness that was
still on me, I must have been ashamed to torture him so. I am sorry now as I
think of it, and many a man who has well deserved punishment have I let go
since that day, fearing lest that old cruelty should be on me again, perhaps.
Then I turned
and walked away, and even as I passed the weapons, heard the low howl of a wolf
from the swamp to my right. Far off it was, but at that sound the man cast
himself on hands and knees and began to crawl in all haste to free himself.
Then I
laughed again, and plunging deeper into the wood, lost sight of him.
1 A
representative assembly or court of judgment.
2 An outlaw for
whose slaying there was a reward, or at least no penalty
3 A curved, one-edged sword or war knife.
4 A corselet or coat of mail.